Thinking about deleting my blog a lot since I think about how I don’t update this thing more than is healthy. It also makes me think about how I have no interest in drawing anymore, and how I don’t do anything with my previous interests at all actually. I’ve been disinterested/apathetic and beaten…
Just because you don’t feel like drawing, or just don’t want to draw, doesn’t mean you should delete your work.
Why not just keep it around for others to appreciate it? Dunno.
It’s not about me not feeling like drawing as much as a perceived pressure to draw or do something that I get when I think about my only presence on anything anywhere is this thing.
Another issue is feeling like I’ve got to keep it to drawings only even though I realize it’s my own blog to do what I want with, doing anything else and risking posting is going out of my comfort zone and possibly being humiliated by internet nerds. Like dang wow. This post is obviously an attempt at that I guess.
Deleting my blog probably wouldn’t do anything about it though so I’ve stopped thinking about that.
Thinking about deleting my blog a lot since I think about how I don’t update this thing more than is healthy. It also makes me think about how I have no interest in drawing anymore, and how I don’t do anything with my previous interests at all actually. I’ve been disinterested/apathetic and beaten about lots of things lately. Even though I’ve been keeping a “cautious optimist” outlook for it there’s no way to know that I have the right amount of caution and optimism in balance you know.
Kind of a bad problem to have when you’re making your first resume and shit.
I hope I’m getting better at drawing luna
I have thoughts I write as drafts but never post since I don’t think anyone is interested in reading it but I guess I’ll post it and delete it later. Short Linux “confession” below.
I feel bad
at least moonhorse looks happy about something
an anthro attempt at my gryphon oc thing I’m trying to make better because it looks like a puke right now.
My will to destroy this image permanently by deleting it with shred and dipping the plates of my hard drive into electrified molten lead and mercury while shitting 20 tons of diarrhea onto this image demonstrates my emotional investment in it.
Also I hate sour
I don’t like the way I draw but I feel like a lot of artists feel that way about their work so I’ll try to ignore it.
I’m looking forward to Drawpile’s updates, it’s trying to replace Opencanvas 1.1b as a network drawing program. Right now it’s laggy but the person running the project is updating it every day so it might catch some momentum and become more usable. (It’s already more usable than opencanvas 1.1 imo B)